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Oh Chentaku - Farewell Of Summer Romance lyrics

2012-02-05T23:41:00.000-08:00

aku suka gila lagu ni sebab lyric dia . and lagu ni adalah lagu aku kat blog ni . hohohoh :D

Oh Chentaku - Farewell Of Summer Romance

We’re dying for the night;
the stars are waiting for us,
tingling in our eyes,
to stroke the heat of the action
way away beyond expectations
Appealing, charming,
you are,
please stay with me,
and let’s do this together everlastingly

Don’t kill the frame of mind,
don’t start going back,
I’m yours and you’re mine,
we belong to each other forever,
Darling don’t leave now,
this is my summer romance,
for us, when sun shines bright in the morning,
let’s wait for that

Are you with me?
We went through the hardest and we made it,
yeah we’ve made it, so far

Goodbye, goodbye,
don’t make it thrice
Goodbye, goodbye,
it’s okay, it’s alright,
fine well have it your way,
What do I do,
when my summer is wholly unfilled and empty?
I want to go home,
be right beside you,
kiss your lips,
and embrace those cute pink braces

To save me,
from where I came from,
it was dark and still,
I’m so scared
Correct me when I’m wrong,
you’ve been my true inspiration,
I’ve changed for good,
and it’s all because of you

Infection of the love disease is more than I could ever imagine,
the city smoke his pride and the beach water it clearly
Are you with me?
We went through the hardest and we made it,
yeah we’ve made it, so far

If you want me, wait till the time comes,
I’m saving myself for you;
love is more than just sex
Well I do want you,
and I’ll wait till the time comes
I’m saving myself for you;
I heart you so much

2012-02-03T09:31:00.000-08:00

You know who made this ? yeahhh !! Syuu yang buat :')
hohohoho ..
comel en dinosaur tu ;) thanks awk .
I'll always shine just to see how bright I am when I'm with you . Well , after all , you are something that is worth to shine <3

I

2012-01-31T09:19:00.001-08:00

i really don't know how to say .

Traumatic experience made me fear to something

2012-01-30T19:12:00.000-08:00

I hate it when that someone said "I need space to think to fix everything back "
come on !! I have trauma with that word !! Last time i get through that , someone that i love the most cheated on me and made me in a very terrible condition .. That's the "sign" that "she" doesn't love me anymore and cheated .. What you want me to expect on that ? I don't want to face the same thing again . I'm afraid of that thing . I'm rolling like a ball .. Look like stable but rolling to any random direction . Seriously I'm afraid that thing will come again . I know my words a bit tunggang-langgang but hell !! I'm fucked up over here .

You want your space to think ? Fine , I'll give it to you . But I hate the word "Don't worry , it will end soon" .
what the F is that ? what did you expect me to think " end soon " ? arghhh . I've wasted my 100th post to write this thing . I've expected to pst this 100th for nice thing . It turns out like this . Damn lah my life screwed .. I'm holding myself from using "aku kau" and vulgar words .

I still boleh bersabar . Lets see how it ends by your space to think . I'll wait for it . Just remember , I gave all that I have to you , I gave everything what I called " love " to you . I'm in a very disappointment here . Seriously . I'm hurt from every angle .. I don't want this to end . I don't want to face the thing that I'm afraid the most . Seriously I do . I'm a bit care of your " not showing " love .. actually a lot . Think !! urghhh ..

The second date with my Precious

2012-01-23T10:01:00.000-08:00

So , this is us .. we are happy together as you can see .. Pray for us . Thank you :)

I love you Nur Syuhada ;)

Off to Mid Valley

2012-01-22T17:19:00.001-08:00

Gonna see my girlfriend there .. hehhehe . Super excited ;)

and now , I'm certainly sure about this .

2012-01-18T08:53:00.000-08:00

No matter how i give up , how you give up , how we give up , we just cant repel each other ..
I need you , and you need me .. We know that we love each other .
Here now , you always in my mind all the time . I'm thinking bout you all the time . Days and nights , it will be only you .. no matter how people see it , i just see it perfectly perfect for us .
Everytime i feel like wanna give up , I remember my word to you " I'll never leave you , if there's no concrete reason " . Yes i do . I will never leave you . I can't leave you . I gave you my soul .
Just hold on together sayang . I love you very much . Always remember that . I'm always pray for you , pray for us . If we're meant to be together and you're the one , Insyaallah , jodoh tak kemana ;)
I sayang you syuu .. I'm sorry .. I promise you , I will never give up for the next time . Take my word .

Sincerely ,
Your boyfriend , Ahmad Danial Izzat ..

arghhh !! this truly driving me crazy !!

2012-01-16T14:10:00.000-08:00

I must get her back !! no matter what !! I don't wanna lose someone who really care for me , who really loves me , who really think of me all the time . I want you back syuu .. I'm sorry . I made the stupidest decision of my life . I'm really really sorry . I know what to do . But I know what i suppose to do . I should get you back .
I'm sorry for being stupid . I'm sorry for being selfish . I'm sorry that I'm afraid to lose you .. It hurts me real bad . I can feel it . I need you syuu .. I can't do this . Seriously I can't . I want , I need , I miss and most importantly , I love you . I type it based on my heart saying . I'm sorry ..

Defuq !! What I've done ?

2012-01-16T14:01:00.000-08:00

Fool izzat you fool !! I think you made the stupid decision now . You think this is great ah ? Thinking bout yourself ? Hey stupid !! There's someone who love you like no other , but why did you waste that person ? You're really2 fool !! and now you can't sleep , thinking bout that . Now you hurt yourself , and that person .. Great huh ? HELL NO !!

Damn la !! What I've done ? I broke the only girlfriend's heart , and also mine .. She loves me , why can't i see it ? Aku tak boleh tidur fikir pasal benda ni .. Kenapa aku bodoh sangat buat decision macam tu ? Boleh rewind masa tak ? ARGHHHHH !! Bodohnya aku -_-
Aku tataw nk buat apa .. damn lah !!!

I'm sorry . 2 month and 6 days .

2012-01-16T09:50:00.001-08:00

I will not have another , till i finish my studies . This is my word !!
I'm sorry and goodbye ..

How it was started ..

2012-01-12T14:19:00.000-08:00

Seems like i can't sleep today due to excess strong coffee drinking , I'm going to write about how i know Syuu ..
It's awesome !!

The date is 26 February 2011 ..
I don't if it is a miracle or fate , she accidentally added me on skype .. It is awesome right ? How can a person accidentally added someone who's stranger to him/her and later that someone which is a stranger at the beginning become someone who means the world to him/her .. Isn't that a miracle ? I called it JODOH .. mueheheheh .. So , that's the first day i have a conversation with her .. At first , we're just having a normal conversation without any flirtation .. I don't know how it goes , but it seems that really hook us up . Alhamdulillah it ended to be something beautiful now . She's my girlfriend now . It may seems pretty weird but it's a miracle . I'm so grateful to have a such beautiful , sweet and caring girlfriend . Even we fought a lot , but hey , what is peace without war ? It's been 2 months and 2 days now since we've been together . I hope we will last longer than what I had before . Yes , I hope sot' .

So , thanks for reading ( even i'm not pretty sure who's reading my blog) my entry about how I met her . This just to feel my empty time because I can't sleep -_-
So , today's gonna be my last day of examination(it's actually 2 days only) . So , pray for me and wish me luck for my Math and Chemistry paper . I really hope that I can score this :)
Good day ;)

p/s : I miss you a lot syuu .. I mean , badly a lot .. I love you very much <333

I wondering .. Who's reading my blog from Russia ?

2012-01-09T05:38:00.001-08:00

I don't know who he/she is ..

Interesting Survey :D lulllsss ..

2012-01-09T04:52:00.000-08:00

I got it somewhere in tumblr :)

1) Was your last real relationship a mistake? Definitely a mistake !! haihzzz I regret that i knew that girl ..
2) Do you have a good relationship with your parents? Yes No Maybe . For sure lah yes . They're my only parents lah !!
3) Who did you last say “I love you” to? my girlfriend , Nur Syuhada
4) Do you regret anything? Yes , there's certain things that i regret . but hey !! people do mistakes . we must do a mistake to know either it is a mistake or not right ? lulss
5) Do you have nicknames? If so, what are they? Hmm .. I have a lots .. Mok , Danny , Bondol , Bond and some other that i didn't remember.
6)Are you insecure? Always feel insecure . Idk why . It's in my vein :)
7) What is your relationship status? Emotionally engage with Nur Syuhada
8) Do you have an attitude? Hahahahah .. Ask my friends . How should i know ? look in the mirror while socializing ?
9) Do you like someone? Go read back number 3 and 7 -_-
10) Have you ever stayed up 48 hours? My record is 7 days without sleep . How cool is that ?
11) Do you hate anyone at the moment? Yes .. Read back number 1
12) Do you miss someone? Go read back number 2 ,3 7 , 9 and my bestfriends
13) Have any pets? Yes . My hair -_-
14) How exactly are you feeling at the moment? Feeling ? Definitely happy but in the same time , afraid of my upcoming exam on this January 12th
15) Ever made out in the bathroom? I'm a proudly virgin lah deyyy !!
16) Are you scared of spiders? Spiders are afraid of me
17) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? Yeahhh !! Back to January 1st 2011 to not doing the most stupidestest mistakes ever -_-
18) What are your plans for this weekend? Going to penang maybe . idk .
19) Do you want to have kids? How many? Of course !! i want at least 4 .
20) Do you miss anyone from your past? My primary schoolmates . yeahh . i miss them . and yeah !! also my juniors from Samura :)
21) Have you ever broke someone’s heart? Yeah . Of course lah . I'm not God -_-
22) Have you ever been cheated on? Last year -_-
23) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? Err .. Yes , I did make Syuu cried ..
24) What’s irritating you right now? This noisy ceiling fan -_-
25) Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurts? Yes .. Go read number 1 -_-
26) Does somebody love you? Definitely yes !! Of course my parents , My Queen(Syuu) , my bestfriends , and maybe someone whom i don't know . kan ?
27) Do you have trust issues? wohohoho .. I think so
28) Who/what was your last dream about? I dream about Syuu come to me and smile at me last night .
29) Longest relationship? With Nazlin Syuhada for 2 years . But , that's just "cinta monyet" -_-
30) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you? Hell yeah !! She regret and she's haunted by my awesomeness :D
31) Who was the last person you cried in front of? I didn't remember ..
32) Do you give out second chances too easily? Depends on the situation
33) Is it easier to forgive or forget? Easy to say , hard to do .
34) Is this year the best year of your life? How to say , there's still 357 days left for this year .
35) Do you believe everything happens for a reason? Yes . Allah have a better plan for us . Everything is written at Luh Mahfuz already .
36) Is cheating ever okay? I don't think so . It's better for you to be honest
37) Do you believe in true love? Yes I do
38) Do you wanna get married? Apa bodoh soalan ni -_-
39) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? I'm 19 this year . Where's the angle of me that they call me baby ? TELL ME !!
40) What makes you happy? To see people around me happy .
41) Would you change your name? Yes . Izzat The Awesome :D hahahah ;D
42) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? Nahh . Mama allow me to kiss her anytime I want . LOL
43) Does it matter how your boyfriend/girlfriend looks? What's important is , HATI
44) Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? Syuu
45) Do you believe in soulmates? We call it "JODOH" . Mesti lah -_-
46) Is there anyone you would die for? hmm .. I'll die for myself lah !!
47) When is your birthday? February 22nd 1993
48) Are you easily embarrassed? Depends on situation
49) Do you consider yourself a strong person emotionally? Hell yeah !! You can see me like a High Level Criminal , but yeah , I'm kinda "Hati Tisu" type of guy . Trust me .

TRUST !

2012-01-08T08:43:00.001-08:00

how you describe love without trust ?

Missing the pieces of puzzle in me .

2012-01-02T08:11:00.000-08:00

I miss your smile , I miss your laugh , I miss to stare at you , I miss your eyes , I miss to hear your voice , apparently , I miss all about you :/

Promised

2012-01-01T07:07:00.001-08:00

I promised to you that I'll never leave you for no reason and you promised me too .
I'll do as my words . Hope you'll do it too

1st post of 2012

2012-01-01T04:13:00.000-08:00

woot !! this year i'm gonna be 19 :)
I love Allah , Rasul , my parents , my family , my brother , my girlfriend , and also all my friends :)

To my dearest Syuu , I love you very much sayang <333 thank you for being with me in 2011 and continue with me this 2012 :) i love you to the max :)

need to study as hard as I can for this upcoming AS examination -_- got about 12 days to go ..

need to be a better person , a better servant of Allah ..

need to stop smoking . k bye :)

If you love someone more than anything, then distance only matters to the mind , not to the heart

2011-12-28T06:25:00.000-08:00

When you're not there , I'm always thinking of you . When I'm sad and something's bothering me , I always wish that you're here to help comfort me all the time . When I had a long hard day , I'm smiling alone knowing that soon I will be seeing you , and everything seem better , even it's just for a moment .When I laid down at night , I always looked back and cherished the new memories I've made with you . When I get up in the morning , everything inside me did smiled , knowing that this will be another day that we'll be together as one . And when I'm awake , I did think about you and our future all the time . That's how I feel everyday and that's the way that I loved you .

p/s : I miss you too all the time . This is the reply of your post Nur Syuhada :)

Additional post

2011-12-21T07:33:00.003-08:00

I love your eyes :)
i won't forget your eyes the moment when you stare at me :)

21/12/11 : A tiring day but the most happy day so far

2011-12-21T07:00:00.000-08:00

Alhamdulillah ..
After 1 bulan 10 hari kitorg couple , akhirnya dapat gak keluar :)
thank you for giving me such a good time with you syuu <3
I'll never forget bout today syuu <3
Sayang pulak nk lepas you tadi . berat hati .. chohhhh !! ayat :D hahahah .. tapi serious ah .. tu yg i rasa .. before jumpe you tadi , jantung i rasa nk pecah . but bila nampak you dari jauh , excited gila pulak :D hahah . sorry lah kalau i ada buat benda2 bodoh tadi , benda bodoh2 tadi , benda yg tak kelakar , lawak bodoh yang tak dapat diterima oleh akal yang waras , or buat something yang you tak suka ..

even kte tak de gambar tadi , but our pictures will always in my heart , in my memories .. thank you for showing me your love . I hope that you'll remember all the things that i said to you .. I really meant it .

So , the conclusion is , I'm hapy going out with you .. Thank you .. very much .
Now i realized , my love for you grow and grow each day .. I feel alive again :) thanks to you syuu .. you revived me ..
Goodnight sayang .. Awal kte tido hari ni kan ? Take care .. I love you very much Nur Syuhada <333

No matter how big did fought , we just now that we need each other

2011-12-19T05:22:00.001-08:00

yes we do . te quiero mucho mi novia :)

Empty

2011-12-14T00:54:00.000-08:00

damn lah !! when will i be on top of the life ball ? people said , life is like a ball , sometimes you're up , and sometimes you're down . as far as i know , i'm always either on the middle or down . so , conclusion is , i'm a failure .
yeahh .. i'm a failure .. fail on spm , fail on prouding my parents , fail to impress people , fail to do this , fail to do that , and the important thing is , i fail to defend my love life . sad huh ? nahhh .. no need to . its all my fault and i know it ..
here I am , running solo again .. lets see how it goes for the next single time . haihzz ..
for you to know syuu , i love you but i dont know why i can't see people love me . its either i'm blind , or that particular person doesn't show it . just want you to know , i love you till now . but idk how it goes for another day . so , just move on . i know i'm useless . like i said , "hati manusia senang berubah , lagi2 bila hati tu dah sakit " . now i dah buat you sakit hati . i know i pun akan sakit hati caused by my stupidity .
so long my ex-gf . i hope you'll lead a happy life afterwards without me . be safe . take a good care of yourself . i will miss you , a lot

sincerely & regretfully of stupidty ,
danial Izzat
(Your ex-bf who don't even know your full name )

11/12/11

2011-12-08T06:04:00.001-08:00

this sunday will be our 1st month together :)
thank you for being with me sayang for all this time .. thank you syuu ..
I love you <3

Let's just forgive and forget

2011-11-25T17:57:00.000-08:00

I'm sorry cuz i dah banyak buat salah . Let us just forgive and forget okay syuu :)
semua tu salah i , i tau . just let us fix this back together okay ? dalam couple , mana ada orang yg x gaduh . tipu lah kan . i just nk ckp i mintak maaf .. let's lead our life to a happier place alright ?

the one who regret ,
Danial Izzat .. your boyfriend

Everything goes back to normal :)

2011-11-25T07:21:00.001-08:00

alhamdulillah :)
semua nye kembali ke seperti sedia kala .
te quiero much syuu <3

I just wanna say i love you ..

2011-11-24T22:51:00.001-08:00

even when you don't want to text me forever , i'll keep wishing you morning and night till i can't stand it .
i just wanna say i love you <3

what does tears mean for a guy if he cry ?

2011-11-24T22:32:00.001-08:00

hati lembut ? jambu ? gedik ? mengada ? pondan ?
HELL NO !! TU DIPANGGIL BERPERASAAN .. yeahhh x salah laki nangis . kalau simpan , boleh gila .
thanks kbye :)

The last goodbye is always the hardest ..

2011-11-24T22:06:00.003-08:00

The last goodbye is always the hardest ..

2011-11-24T22:06:00.001-08:00

Peneman waktu sedih ..

2011-11-24T07:14:00.003-08:00

-solat
-baca quran
-main guitar
-dengar lagu
-mengarut kat status fb / twitter / blog/tumblr ..

Orang kata , orang yg byk gelak , orang tu lah yg byk sedih .. aku lah tu ~_~

2011-11-24T07:13:00.001-08:00

Note To Self

2011-11-24T06:48:00.001-08:00

“meskipun kehidupan keras, tetaplah berlembut hati. sebab kelembutan hati adalah kekuatan yang sejati.
meskipun pencapaian hebat, tetaplah rendah hati. sebab kerendahan hati adalah kebanggan yang sejati.
meskipun harapan terasa sulit, tetaplah bermimpi. sebab mimpi adalah kehidupan yang sesungguhnya.
meskipun waktu terasa luang, tetaplah berencana. sebab waktu yang terencana akan berguna.
meskipun hidup terasa sulit, tetaplah tersenyum. sebab senyuman adalah pintu kebahagiaan.”

How do i feel ..

2011-11-24T06:43:00.001-08:00

nak highlight sikit satu verse lagu Oh Chentaku - asthmara

"I'm tired of being myself , and I'm tired of being someone else , and I'm tired of being here .."

Haihzzz .. Can i say that i'm f-ing sad right now ?

2011-11-24T06:37:00.000-08:00

ITS ALL BECAUSE OF YOU ARENA !!
fuck lah !! apa salah aku kalau aku dah try lupakan arena , and then aku teringat balik , pastu aku bgtau kat gf aku ? salah ke kalau aku jd jujur ? aku sumpah dah tak sayang arena !! demi Allah aku dah benci kau dowh arena !! kau punca hidup aku mcm sial kau tau !! fuck lah weyh !! arghhh !!

Titled : I'm Sorry

2011-11-22T08:41:00.000-08:00

Dear girlfriend ,
I'm sorry for being a douche saying like that to you . I'm sorry for being too honest . I'm sorry for being an ass . Thank you for giving me the second chance to prove how much i love you . I sincerely do love you . I just hope that you trust me again . I can't afford to lose you . I seriously do . Lend me your trust and your love , I will give you what the true love means ...

Sincerely , honestly and hoping for forgiveness ,
Your recent boyfriend ,
Danial Izzat ... The dumb ass

For my Nur Syuhada .. I'm sorry boo :/

Impians(plural) yang menjadi kenyataan

2011-11-15T19:12:00.000-08:00

Alhamdulillah :)
malas nk cerita panjang ..

IMPIAN YANG PERTAMA...

tu haaa diaaaaa !!! phone dah dapat :D hahaha
alhamdulillah :)
happy giler + puas hati bhaiii dapat phone ni . serious x tipu ah .. gentle ...
thanks papa sbb payung separuh nk beli phone ni :)
abis duit elaun aku -_-

IMPIAN YANG KEDUA TAPI YG UTAMA...

alhamdulillah lagi sekali :)
ni haaaaaaaaa !!! tu diaaaaaaa !! si manis jelita yang bernama Nur Syuhada . dia aku punya . kalau berani , try usik . nak tgk aku mengamuk mcm mana en , haa try ah . thanks for being mine sayang :) i hope you're the one and the last . we're officially together since 11.11.11 ..
baru 5 hari :D hahahah .. but pape pun , I sayang you lah .. gila-gila punya sayang lah :D hahahah
I will always stick with my words , " as long as you're with me , i will fight for you , and i will fight till the end " i love you syuu :')

xoxo ,
danial izzat :)

11/11/11

2011-11-11T09:42:00.001-08:00

I love you Nur Syuhada :)
enough said . i really do love you and i really need you more than upin need ipin :)
hehhehe

HTC Sensation XE with Beats Audio

2011-10-31T02:35:00.000-07:00

YA ALLAH !! NAK PHONE NI !!
papa , abang nak phone ni boleh ? blackberry tu dah rosak , sony pun dah rosak , swift pun x jadi beli , beli lah phone ni utk abg :)
hahaha .. kalau dapat serious happy gila :D hahahah

Beginning of the new ending :)

2011-10-29T23:36:00.000-07:00

I'm happy with my new girlfriend now :) thank you

the sweet memories of the bitter moment ..

2011-10-27T10:21:00.000-07:00

ahhh .. lame nye x update blog :D
so , i'm leading a happy life now :) yeahh at last boleh hidup dengan bahagia. ahhaah :)
hidup dah move on .. otak pun dah stable balik .. hidup dah cun dah sekarang :D
ngeh ngoh ngeh ..
ok now .

i'm falling this one girl who's very secretive ~_~ i don't know why but she's very very secretive . she doesn't even want to tell me her full name -_- hahahahahhaah .. but , who cares aite ?

so , mcm mana boleh kenal ? ok . mula2 dulu masa tahun ni gak kot .. dia tersalah add dekat skype .. bulan february kalau tak silap .. dia nk add bf die , tapi teradd aku .. so , aku pun approve je lah kan :)
so , and then die broke up ngan bf die .. aku dapat tau cuz tgk status skype die .. then aku tegur lah .. aku tanye lah kenapa sume en sbb status die tgh sedih .. so , start dari tu kitorg rapat :) dia pun share la problem dia ngan aku .. and then aku tetibe lak break dengan A (you know who ) .. so , mcm emosi tgh x stabil . dia lah yg tolong bg spirit kat aku blk besides my bestfriends .. so , aku mcm slowly la chill skit en .. and then lama2 dah okay :) pastu tetibe lak , suka plak kat die -_- haduyaiii . tp dia dah ade bf .. aku terlambat beberapa hari untuk admit kat die .. lol . and now , ter-fall pulak kat dia .. ambik haaa jatuh tergolek masuk gaung ~_~ tapi dia , ntah lah .. die still not sure apa yg dia rasa .. i'm serious with you :) but now , i'm falling in love not with only heart , but with brain too :) so now , just tunggu kata putus dari dia je .. insyaallah boleh lah kot :D hohoho .. aku tak kesah lah x pernah jumpa die , tak lawa ke ape ke .. the most important thing is , she managed to make me smile when i'm in my worst condition :) so , that's why i fall for her .. now i know , betapa senang hati berubah .. kan ? hahaha .. thank you for giving my soul back to me S :) te quiero mucho <3 hohohoo ..

so , wish me luck for this one :)
the 31st :)

Redha tak redha

2011-10-22T08:35:00.000-07:00

arghhh .. damn lah .. kenapa semua perkataan , semua perbuatan , semua lagu , semua benda yg aku buat , ada kena mengena dengan kau .. sumpah aku benci kau lah sial .. aku x pernah lagi benci org mcm ni .. aku x pernah lagi sakit hati ngan org sampai mcm ni . bila aku dgr je nama kau or yg ada kena mengena ngan kau , mood aku terus berubah .. sial lah weyh !!

The flower of love blooms again :)

2011-10-16T11:18:00.000-07:00

this photo was taken somewhere in Kulim High-Tech .. cantik en ;')
hohoho .. so , thanks Allah sebab bagi aku lupakan dia .. terima kasih banyak2 .. skarang aku dah totally move on .. alhamdulillah .. thats a good news . a very good one .. thanks to Allah jugak sebab benda tu jadi nk bagi aku pengajaran supaya buat lebih baik lagi next time kan ? so , everything happens for a reason . and now , i fall for someone else .. siapakah org itu ? jeng tiga kali .. haha .. ada lah si gadis tu :) tunggu masa je ni ..

so , to my dear ex .. tok soh mg nk dop koya drama mg tu .. dah2 lah tu .. malah aku nk nengok doh .. gi main jauh2 denu .. chow amigos :)

The reply post ! "I just Dont Give A Fuck"

2011-10-14T11:41:00.000-07:00

hohhohohoho ..
lawak apa malam2 ni ? eh come on lah .. kau suruh aku move on , suruh aku cari pompuan lain la ape la , cari a better person la .. eh come on lah terr(sister) .. aku dah lupakan dah pun pasal kau .. aku dah delete fb kau , aku dah unfollow twitter kau , aku dah delete kau kat ym , skype , and segala benda yg berkaut , and aku dah pun delete number kau .. yg number tu susah ah nk delete sbb ada dlm otak en sbb da hafal .. eh come on lah .. sudahlah ngan drama kau tu .. HEY WAKE UP !! kau yg nk mcm ni , kau yg tikam belakang aku , kau yg tipu aku , kau yang nak cari jantan lain , and now kau sebok nk text aku lah ape lah .. and kau buat post pasal aku "TALK BAD" pasal kau .. hey , kau yg tunjukkan siapa kau yg sbenarnye and then kau nk ckp aku ckp buruk pasal kau la ? eh , belang kau org dah nmpk lah .. jgn nak salahkan aku .. eh come on lah jangan perasan aku stalk kau .. aku dah tak tau pape pun pasal kau skarang .. just go away lah terr . for a moment , aku dah lupa pasal kau , and then , BAM !! kau text aku blk .. wat te pak is dat ? haihzzz gadis .. aku dah lupakan dah pun pasal tu .. bengang tu still ada lah tapi SIKIT !! aku penat lah dowh .. serious penat pikir pasal kau .. tolong lah aku !! tolong chow dari hidup aku .. kau buang aku , pastu nk jilat balik lah ? kau nk ckp pasal privacy ? eh kau , aku hanya cerita pasal kita dekat kawan2 yg rapat dengan aku .. aku memang share hidup aku dengan org lain .. yang kau tu EGO TINGGI NAK MAMPUS !! kita hidup kat dunia ni bukan sorang2 .. haihzz manusia .. aku tak tau lah apa yg kau cerita pasal aku kat kawan2 kau .. insaf lah derr .. kau nk ckp kau matang sangat lah en ? haaa memang !! kau lah paling matang dalam alam semesta ni !! kau lah yang paling bagus , paling romantic , paling cantik , paling jelita !! eh , aku x nk lah buat post ni tp bila smpi aku x boleh tido pikir pasal benda ni , aku kena tulis gak ~_~ dahh lah terr , aku dah tak nak contact kau dah pun .. gi lah kau jauh2 ngan mat jambu kesayangan kau tu .. mintak halal je lah makan minum selama aku hidup ngan kau .. and aku dah halalkan semua benda yg aku bg kat kau .. fyi , aku dah jumpe balik roh aku yg hilang .. k chow .. assalamualaikum ..

True Or False the video

2011-09-25T06:08:00.000-07:00

True Or False

2011-09-23T07:53:00.000-07:00

It's start of something ,
two hearts together call it love ,
promising , everything's beautiful even it's ugly

8 months already ,
and now you left me ,
hanging without string ,
i'm waiting and dying for nothing

[chorus]
You promised ,
we will be together till we die ,
You promised ,
you will never leave me behind .

And now i'm suffering ,
burning souls , empty heart ,
you said you loved me ,
and i didn't know if it's true or false .

Word without action ,
it doesn't prove anything to me ,
I gave you everything ,
and i just hope for some appreciation .

[chorus]
You promise ,
we will be together till we die ,
You promise ,
you will never leave me behind .

It's hard to let you go ,
you mean everything to me ,
and it's time for me to leave everything behind

It's hard for me to leave ,
it's hard for me to breathe ,
I will never forget cuz you'll always in my heart .

[chorus]
You promise ,
we will be together till we die ,
You promise ,
you will never leave me behind .

And now its over ,
i will try my hardest to move on ...

After 8 months and 5 days ..

2011-09-21T22:22:00.000-07:00

1/1/11
tu lah tarikh our relationship . what a beautiful date kan :)
we've through thin and thick together since that day .. first2 , just couple utk try je .. and then , tersayang sangat lah pulak ..
i still remember our first meet at KL sentral .. she's wearing purple and she's very very very muy guapa (beautiful) .. i never thought that the one who i dumped 3 years ago was this beautiful .. i felt very lucky to have this beautiful lady .. her name is siti arena antasha binti amir .. i'll never forget her name , her face , her laugh , her SMELL (my favourite - body shop vanilla)
i remember each second when i was with her .. seriously i'm madly in love with her .. but now , everything left as a memories that i want to forget .. i thought that i gave her my all , my everything .. and now we broke up

6/9/11
damn i hate this date .. at first , she said , she wanna broke up because she wanna fix everything back .. dia cakap lahh .. and then , i was "oh okay " .. i just respect all what she want . aku x pernah kongkong dia , aku x pernah ikat dia , aku x pernah larang dia .. tp , ntah lah .. tak tau lah ape silap en ..
its all of sudden die mintak break masa aku tgh class chemistry . start from that moment , i can't concentrate on everything that i'm doing .. seriously its really disturb me .. can you imagine , you love a women/lady for 8 month and all of the sudden she ask for a break up .. its hurt me badly

seriously , i cant sleep for a week .. i had a very depressive moment in my life .. never felt this way because of a lady .. and caused by my depression , i felt sick .. i caught flu and fever for a week .. seriously i'm living without soul .. i just kept thinking bout her all the time , can't concentrate on my studies and everything .. rasa mcm hidup x de arah .. and then things getting worse and worse everyday ..

i just ask her one thing , don't treat other people like she treated me .. imagine , you love that somebody and you don't feel like you're loved back .. she keeps saying she love me and all , but damn , i just don't feel loved .. wtf man .. seriously sangat sakit .. sakit hati , sakit jiwa ..

ummi said " when we keep thinking bout somebody , we actually gave half of our soul to them .." so , i lost half of my soul .. i just too sad bout all this thing ..

okay i respect all what she wants .. here's my request to her :
-concentrate on your studies
-if you with somebody else , please show that you love , because words without action doesn't prove anything
- take care of yourself when i'm gone
-don't forget bout me and about us .. ambik pengajaran from everything
- ubah perangai
-jangan ego sangat .. org x suke ..
-i just want her to know that i love her , i miss her her very much ..

thats all ..
she ask me to forget bout her , just move on .. i just can't
the harder i try to forget bout her , the harder i try to move on , the worse i'm hurting myself , and the more i think bout her .. its really suffering ..
burning souls , empty heart ..
i don't hate her , i just sad .. like extremely sad ..
and now , i try to ignore her like she did to me .. atleast i try kan ? so , now still in the process of ignoring .. i hope i can do it and find other girl ..

in case you read this arena ,
i just want you to know i love you very much . our sweet and beautiful memories will still remain in my mind and heart .. your place in my heart will still remain .. i'm still looking for someone who can feel the empty slot in my heart . so that you know ..
i hope there's someone who can cure my wound on my heart ..
trust me , there's no one who can love you like i do ..

sincerely ,
you're 8 months 5 days ex boyfriend

The best to express ..

2011-09-11T19:47:00.000-07:00

This is the best picture of what i feel .. hmm :/

Hmm..

2011-08-22T23:45:00.000-07:00

First of all ..
i know lately my feelings and emotion a bit unstable .. i just don't know why but it really bring troubles to me ..
with all the study problems , relationship problems .. i don't know , everything seems wrong .
i always being moody all of a sudden .. felt empty , sorrow , nothing .. like there's a hollow part in me ..

This is my expression ..
why did i felt like i'm alone ? i felt like i'm totally alone .. no friends , no love ones .. family for sure i have them but .. hmm .. this is some kind of my diary and all what i feel ..
I have a girlfriend , but she's extremely super duper busy with her so called "stuffs and works" .. i don't know if its true or not .. i just assume it as true .. this is what i feel .. how can she being so busy when i try to text her but she's never busy doing all other things ? atleast please !! i just want a simple text message from you saying good morning and goodnight so that i know u still remember me .. is it so hard ? i tried to figure it out but i still didn't have the answer why is it so hard for you to simply text me THAT ..
its seems like you don't care .. i love you with all of my heart and you just like "oh .. i love you too " i don't want the words !! i just want to feel the love .. not the word ! you just don't know how i feel , how i try to ignore "my feelings".. but , hmm .. there's no word that can describe my feelings .. there's no song can express how i feel .. there's no emoticons can show how sad i am , how i depress i am .. yes i do smile everyday , every second .. nobody know how i feel inside ..
because all of this "problem" , i can't concentrate on everything that i do ..
sometimes , when i'm alone , doing nothing , i took my guitar and sang my song for you .. i've created a song for you .. but seems like , you have no interest on that .. AT ALL !! i just need some appreciation here .. please ..
yes , if there's people who read it they'll say "alahhh kabut ah dia ni .. org lain bercinta gak x de la smpi mcm ni " "kau ni laki ke ape ,, lembut je hati "
FUCK OFF !!! tak puas hati bak mai la !! i'm a human being and i have feelings . ok ? deal it with it punk !!

next ,
i hate friends yang konon just for happy moment .. screw you !!
bila aku senang , gelak2 la ape la .. bila aku sedih , susah , kau menganjeng aku , kau hina2 aku .. gi mampos lah weyh !! x pernah aku kesah ade kawan mcm kau !! ptuiiiihhhhh .. kalau boleh sekarang ni aku nk sumbat k%^&* aku kat mulut kau .. kau pikir kau hebat sangat ah ? tolong ah respect org .. org ade perasaan gak .. jangan pikir sedap kau je .. kau x suke org langsi ngan kau , tp kau x reti nk respect org .. kepala babi kau nk hidup mcm tu .. be understanding la skit . AKU HARAP2 LA ADA ORANG TERASA !! kawan bukan untuk time senang je bai .. come on la . kawan adalah utk kte susah dan senang .. aku rasa untung la ade kawan yg memahami and slalu dengar cite aku time aku ade problem .. mcm BAHAYA ( def , iera , ameer , ammar ) and bdk2 rumah aku ( chapek , wan , tira ) .. dorg tau ape yg aku rasa ... tolong la jaga hati org .. kalau kau x jaga hati org , mcm mana org nk jaga hati kau .. fikir lah sikit .. kau nk benci aku sbb kau igt aku ni konon bagus ? come on .. just proceed .. kau ni jenis org yg tgk luaran .. kau x kenal lagi aku sape lah ,tapi kau dah terus boleh buat conclusion .. come on la .. matang lah sikit .. bulu jembut dah bersepah pun perangai x berubah .. fikir jauh sikit lah bai .. aku bukan ape , kesian tgk kau .. dah lahh .. gi main jauh2 .. menyampah aku tgk muka kau ..

there's a lot of things i want to express but , idk , like there's no font or letters can write it off ..
hmmm ..

50th Post Of Goodbye :')

2011-07-15T10:49:00.000-07:00

Ehemm .. so , this is my 50th post ..
Today is saturday at 1:39 a.m ..
So , esk dah register dah nk masuk uni .. dang the time past too fast ..
hmm .. gf plak gi camping ~_~ sangat2 lah lonely ..
tadi gi tgk harry potter ngan def and afiq .. damn lah the best harry potter ..

sebenarnye ,,, sy takut :( takut nk masuk uni .. hahaha .. takut lah x boleh carry .. A-level kan ? sume ckp susah .. ye lah .. sy ni pun spm takat 7a je . tu pun nasib en ? mcm mane la agaknye kat sane nanti .. homesick maybe x kot sbb alahhh da biasa la kat asrama dlu .. friendsick and lovesick maybe lah kan ? ye lah , hari2 kuar ngan kawan , tiap2 minggu jumpe si gadis , mane x sick2 nye en ..

untuk Siti Arena Antasha ,
awak jaga diri elok2 tau bila sy kat kulim nanti .. jangan gatal2 .. igt saya ni kalau nk gatal2 . igt apa tujuan awk masuk ipb tu .. blaja btl2 tau .. study hard , study smart .. just take care of yourself .. kalau papehal bgtau sy tau .. sy risau ngan awk snanye .. hmm .. i hope this won't be our last goodbye kan :)
sy slalu doakan untuk awk .. concentrate on your studies .. kita success sama2 tau nanti .. but don't study too hard sampai effect your health .. jaga pemakanan , saving2 skit duit tu , jangan boros sgt .. kalau ade duit lebih tu , top up lerr activekn balik BIS tu .. nanti boleh kte bbm :) insyallah nanti kalau sy cuti kita jumpe ok ? take care syg .. i love you very much till the end <3

To all my brothers and sisters ,
take care of yourself , don't play too much , concentrate on your studies , let us succeed together ok ?
I'll wait for all of you to be what you want to be .. don't forget Allah .. jangan lupa pengorbanan parents kau nk tgk korang berjaya .. diorg dah banyak melabur utk masa depan korang sume .. jangan hancurkn harapan dorg .. igt , dorg syg korang lebih dr yg korang tau .. just make them proud :') thats all for now .. if you all have any problem , just contact me on my cell phone ok ? love all of you <3

So , take care , goodluck and goodbye :')

A-level engineering spain , UniKL MSI , Kulim High Tech

2011-06-06T09:12:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum warrahmatullahi wabaro'katuh :)
lama betul aku x tulis kat blog sniri :D
hahahah . punye syok bace blog org , blog sniri lupa nk post
dah sebulah lebih gak x post ni . hahaha . malas nk type snanye .
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ~~~~~~~~~~ back to the tittle

Alhamdulillah ..
dengan berkat doa ibu bapa dan rakan2 , aku dapat jugak scholarship MARA ni :')
rasa nk nangis pun ada .. hahahah . laki pun boleh nangis tau . ingat pompuan je nangis pe ? ini izzat la , muka ganas tapi hati halus :D
maybe Allah ade perancangan sendiri kan ?
kenapa aku ckp mcm tu ? sbb .. ye lah . aku kan spm dpt 7A je . Mula2 , aku nk buat pharmacist kalau dpt straight , kalau x pun nk buat medic .. Allah pun bagi la aku 7A spm .. Wallahualam , mungkin Allah da tunjukkan jalan yg aku x sesuai dengan biology punya aliran kan . So , here I am , leading to engineering courses of A-level going to spain for my degree ..
mintak2 lah Allah permudahkan urusan aku dlm A-level ni utk fly ke spain .. memang cita2 aku utk fly ke overseas in further studies .. insyaallah kalau ade rezeki ade tu , ade lah kan :)

TAKUT !!!
Kenapa aku ckp takut ? sbb , org cakap , A-level ni susah .. so , aku kne lah tukar way of study aku ni .. no more last minute study , no more sleeping in class , and the most important thing is , no more escaping any of my class . just concentrate on study .. thats my aim :) i hope i can achieve that
there's a lot of things i need to change actually ..
i hope i can perform well there . usaha + doa + berkat = insyaallah berjaya :)
so , thats all for now .. malas nk type :D
see you there :))

The 4th date :)

2011-04-20T11:06:00.000-07:00

oh ini gambar nya :D
snanye malas nk tulis :P

i love you arena antasha <3 :)

long distance

2011-04-03T08:52:00.001-07:00

Far distance travelled to Kajang with my lovely WMB 324 Perodua Kelisa

2011-03-30T06:57:00.000-07:00

fuhhhh
snanye gi Uitm sbb gi ekspo selangkah ke Uitm
pastu dah bosan gila babi kat sane
datang lah idea gila nk gi kajang sbb alang2 dah dpt kete en
baik gi je terus kajang
ok lupa plak , aku gi ngan ameer and def
so , aku bgtau la buah hati jantung paru2 limpa buah pinggang saya yg kat kajang tu yg aku nk dtg sane nk gi jumpa die sbb rindu sgt ah :(
and then pakai la GPS gi sane

dah sampai kajang , dah jenuh plak aku nk carik mane gerai mak bapak die ~_~
carik punya carik punya carik , dekat sejam gak carik , akhirnya jumpe gak

wahhhhhh melonjak hati bila nampak die ngan rambut ikat blakang , pki baju MU merah :')
cantik nye die ...
pastu nmpk plak mak bapak die
aduhhh ,, berdegup kencang jantung ni
segan ah plak
pastu gi je la buat muka selamba makan kat situ
skali arena dtg ckp x yah bayar sbb bapak die blanje
aduh , segan ah kalau bapak mentua belanja ni :P
hehe .. dah makan2 , lepak2 , pastu balik lah

hmmm .. rindu nye kat Siti Arena Antasha :'(
bila la agak nye nk kuar lagi ni :(

bby , i rindu kat u :((
i just want you to know , you're the only one I love , you're the only i have , you're the only I missed and I want you be my queen , forever and always :')
Olive you sayang :)

SPM result

2011-03-30T06:50:00.000-07:00

I'm a bit late to post this thing ~_~
ok nk cite ni detik2 nk ambik result spm

first , aku smpi awal kat muar ,, sehari awal
aku tunggu kalai kat TBS ( Terminal Bersepadu Selatan )
then kalai sampai , kitorg pun naik la bas gi muar
da smpi muar tggu adan plak kat bentayan
pastu tggu gor , syafiq ngan man pulak
pastu kitorg pun gi lah muar naik van man bawak
kitorg gi skola lepak2 jap pastu chow gi tangkak
kitorg pun bermalam la kat tangkak sbb cikgu x bagi tido asrama ~_~
pastu , kitorg smpi la tangkak and bermalam kat D'Anjung inn
ade aku , kalai , adan , M , kaka , petunk , ngan bobo ..
tp snanye kitorg x tido pun sbb cuak gila babi !!
and then esok gi la skola
dpt je result ,,, terus je air mata ku berguguran ke bumi
sedih lah weyh
bukan sedih , frust .. frust teramat sangat :'(
byg kan , punya lah study bio ngan chemist since bulan 6 , subject tu la yg aku dpt B ~_~
Chemist B+ , Bio B

Bahasa Melayu A+
Bahasa Inggeris A
Pendidikan Islam A-
Sejarah A-
Matematik A+
Matematik Tambahan A-
Fizik A-
Kimia B+
Biologi B

English 1119(GCE-O) 3B

sedih nye tgk result dua2 paper tu ~_~
padahal subject tu la yg aku yakin boleh dpt A
haihzzz
x de rezeki tu
maybe tu petunjuk aku x sesuai dengan impian aku nk ambik pharmacy kot
nampak nye aku apply ambik mechanical engineering la ni
haihzzzz
hancur hati ku ~_~

Its been a while now..

2011-03-17T12:18:00.000-07:00

LOL
haha
its been a while since my last post
i've been very super duper mega tera lazy to write something here ~_~
but tonight (its actually morning because its 2:44 am in the morning -__-" ) i want to write something about my imaginary friend :)
*tapi kawan ni dalam mimpi , bukan kat real world .. tu consider imaginary friend ke ? o_0
okay , back to the story

Since i was 5 , i have an imaginary friend . Its "she" . i mean , she's a girl la
okay , when i was 5 , everynight , i will dream bout us , playing around , main kejar2 , lari2 , main layang2
biase la budak2 kan ?? i keep dream bout us everynight till i was 12 .. cool kannn ??!!
haaa .. yg pelik nye , everynight , its the same girl ..
but sepanjang kitorg jd childhood friend dlm mimpi , i dont even know her name ..
cool enn ?? lol
and then i stop dream bout me and her till i was 16 (or 15 , not so sure)
the last time i dream her , i dont know who she is
here's the story of the last dream

i was in the middle of KL
going no where , without any direction
then i saw a girl , same age as mine , she seems lost
she's in the middle of crowd and seem lost
and then i ask her " kenapa ? sesat ke ? ". and the die ckp " sy dengan abang tadi , tetibe die ilang , gi mana tah " . then i offer her , " x pe la , sy tolong awk cari abg awk skali "
and then , kitorg pun jalan la satu kl cari abang die .. pastu mase tgh jalan tu die ckp berbisik " lame x jumpe "
aku pun mcm " ape ? x dgr la ape awk ckp " and then die diam je
pastu tetibe , kitorg cross jln and then tetibe die ilang
pastu nmpk die blk , die pegang tgn abang die , pastu die lambai pastu ckp "bye ! jumpe lagi ! kalau awk ade problem sy dtg lagi "
pastu tetibe tersedar dari tido
i was like , blurr gila !! and then a week after dat bru aku ingat pasal kwn dlm mimpi mase aku kecik
till now i still remember her face , her hair , her eyes ..
memang lawa la
mcm emma watson
lol

but the creepiest thing is ... i found the girl on facebook !!
cite die mcm nie plak , dlm tahun ni jugak
ade someone ni aku add kat fb
and then die ckp ah thanxx for adding la ape la
pastu die ckp " do we know each other ? i think we've met before , u looks familiar "
aku pun mcm " nope , i dont think we know each other "
selang beberapa hari lepas tu
aku pun bru teringat pasal girl dlm mimpi aku tu
pompuan yg aku add kat facebook tu , sebijik mcm die
smpi skarang aku still x caye snanye but she's the girl in my dream
creepy right ? serious shit menakutkan but yet interesting
lol
idk what to do
samada ckp kat die she's my friend in my dream when i was little or just let it be ..
hmm
the problem is , that girl in facebook is my friend's girlfriend
haaaa .. tu lah die .. problem mariii !!
and then smpi skarang tataw nk buat ape
cool en ?
da ah smpi sini je nk cite
bye :))

*done writing on 3:17 am Friday

dia belikan :))

2011-03-13T23:19:00.001-07:00

cantik kan yg keychain tu :))

3rd date so far :))

2011-03-13T04:53:00.000-07:00

these are some pictures of us :))

oh the third date .. i love it .. really2

heeee .. but a bit pissed of coz' of the lateness

haihzzzz .. =_=

whatever it is , i love her , and i love her .. <3 heheh

at carls jr eating super star and charbroil bbq chicken :))

i love you lah bby <33 :-* :))

my darling blog :))

i've changed !! emotionally changed

2011-03-05T09:42:00.000-08:00

idk whats wrong but i'm sick
thats it
urghhh
pahal tah dowh -_-

2 month already

2011-02-28T07:58:00.000-08:00

sudah 2 bulan bersama :D
muahahahahaha
syg arena sgt2
tu je nk ckp
lol !
sebulan dah x jumpe
da rindu tahap gaban
nk jumpe tp die bz + aku x de duit
cano ?
haihzzz ~_~
x sabar nk jumpe die
yeeeee .... dia lah sape lagi
haha
syg awk lah supergirl <3

Days after I met you

2011-02-24T08:53:00.000-08:00

OMG !! i felt my heart is melting like an ice cream i used to eat :')

she made the sweetest thing ever today

she also made me scream like , WHOAAAHHHH !!

you know what , i felt very lucky that i know you , i fell in love with you , you're mine , and you love me too :')

idj how to express my love but what i'm gonna say is important

i love you very much like i've never done before

everyday , i just think bout you

when i'm awake , when i'm sleeping , when i'm breathing , there's one thing that i'll never forget , its you

i'm stunt by your beauty , your caring , sweet , charming , and everything bout you

i'm madly in love with you

for the first time , i felt like , i wanna live with you forever ..

its like , seriously forever

my only wish for now is , you and i , stick together as one forever baby :')

i love you my sweety pie siti arena antasha <3 :)

my supergirl :')

Thanxx for the wish syg :-*

2011-02-21T08:32:00.000-08:00

i love u lah bby

thanx for wishing me happy birthday

hehe

kte dah 1 bulan 22 hari

hahaha

i syg u sgt2 bby

i wish u are here with me syg :')

My last day being 17 :D

2011-02-21T04:35:00.001-08:00

hahaha

dah x 17 dah

esk 18 lah pulak

esk dah boleh masuk jail dah

esk dah boleh masuk club dah

esk dah boleh tgk 18sx dah

esk boleh ... mcm2 la boleh lagi :D

kalau boleh kawin esk , esk gak nk kawin

hahahahaha

Muka sama o_0

2011-02-20T04:00:00.000-08:00

owhh terkejut bila zafirah ckp "weyh , muke kau ngan awek kau(arena antasha) same lah"

dan tambah terkejut lagi bila hertina ckp "muke awek kau mcm muka mak kau o_O"

lagiiii laahhhhh mcm muka mak aku plak ~_~

and tadi tetibe eija post kat wall fb aku "mgkin tol kot ckp org(org ane nth)

mke org yg tol2 syg
ad iras2 mke sndri..

pa ak amti tol2 korg ad sket psmaan kat muka.hahahah"

hahahah

maybe same kot

maybe jodoh la katakan en

hahahahahah

I love you arena antasha <3

For you Arena :))

2011-02-18T10:00:00.002-08:00

Sebenarnye x de keje

then saje2 la buat benda ni untuk awk

hehehehe

x lawa pun snanye ~_~

Baby please dont cry :(

2011-02-18T03:06:00.000-08:00

Bby :(

2011-02-15T10:30:00.001-08:00

i'm really2 sorry dear :9

sorry sbb sakitkn hati you , sorry sbb byk buat masalah , sorry for everything

and , you know how to melt me kn ?

your blog song is really2 makes me melt like a melting ice cream la bby :')

hmm

p.s. iloveyou syg :-*

sorry again

I'm sick

2011-02-15T06:26:00.001-08:00

okay

idk where to start

hmm

idk what happened to me as i'm really2 don't know what i feel about

this is really really really confusing

idk why , and i don't know why is that

lately , i felt something strange in me

some kind of feeling that overwhelmed in me

hmm , i wonder what is that o_0

i'm not sure what it is

i try to ask Amirul Syafiq (Chapek) what it is , and asked Muhammad Danial Firdaus (def) and also Muhd Ameer (ameer) about this

they don't know the answer

and finally i got what i felt

jeng jeng jengg !!

rupe2 nye ...

aduhh

hmph

owww

errr

hmmm

pffttt

*keningkening

I'M INSANELY IN LOVE WITH SITI ARENA ANTASHA BINTI AMIR

aiyooo

mcm dah kne santau dah

hati bedegup , dub dab dub dab

kuat jeee

rupenye ske sgt kat die

ahhaha

ily bby :-*

i'm so in love with you bebeh :))

<3>

Siti Arena Antasha Binti Amir :]

2011-02-14T21:44:00.000-08:00

i love you

tu je nk ckp :D

14 days of missing seconds :(

2011-02-14T00:13:00.001-08:00

i miss you bby :(

2 minggu dah x jumpe

2 minggu = 14 hari = 336 jam = 20160 minit = 1209600 saat kte x jumpe :(

rindu sangat :(

btw bby , happy valentine syg

love you bby

xoxo ,

danial izzat / mok / your unofficially husband :-* <3

Pissed Off

2011-02-12T02:39:00.000-08:00

I swear to god , if any of you ever do something that effect our relationship , that hurt my girl feelings , i'll go to kajang and i'll hunt all of you

fuck you lah cibai

pukimak betul la

kitorg x kacau hidup korang , asl korang sebok2 nk ngumpat psl kitorg

aku ngan awek aku gaduh sbb die x bg aku gaduh ngan korang

ok fine , aku x gaduh ngan korang

aku da janji ngan awek aku , aku x gaduh ngan korang

ske hati korang nk ckp aku pengecut ke ape , yg penting , aku lagi syg siti arena antasha dari gaduh ngan korang

aku x paham la org jenis ape korang ni

x matang tau x ?

bodoh !

serious weyh , kalau korang usik awek aku , jejaskan hubungan kitorg , gentle aku carik korang kat kajang

aku serious dowh ..

kalau berani cuba ah !

Taiko Kajang !

2011-02-10T04:28:00.000-08:00

pergh gegel siak aku

ade budak kajang nk pukul aku !!

haha

bodo nye jantan

masuk tempat org nk buat hal

silap besar lah derr

dah lah jambu

brani nk ajak one by one

halusss lah weyh

lu ade telor lu datang rabu kul 5 kat poolhaus

gua tunggu dengan makanan berhidang untuk sambut kematian kau :D

Cry me a river

2011-02-08T09:05:00.000-08:00

to those who may think i'm the worst criminal based on my face ,

you dont know what i am inside

dont judge the books by its synopsis

bace dlu sblm buat conclusion

snanye x de benda nk ckp

tp saje je

haha

x de keje :)

The name Of Arena :))

2011-02-06T09:31:00.001-08:00

i love you for every words that i've spoken since i was born Siti Arena Antasha <3

Baju Untuk Arena ;)

2011-02-06T05:02:00.000-08:00

Sayang Arena Sangat-Sangat :)

betull ,, x tipu :')

Check List To Buy :)

2011-02-06T04:39:00.000-08:00

1.
2.
3.
4.

5.
6.

The sweetest sugar on earth

2011-02-05T06:54:00.000-08:00

wahh ..

wondering , what's the sweetest sugar on earth ah ?

jeng jeng jeng !!

the answer is ...

this lady laaa !!

this is my girl as i told all of you b4 this

Siti Arena Antasha <3

iloveyou sgt2 lah bby :-*

i felt lucky to meet you syg

you're the best of all

tetibe terdetik nk blog psl u ni

haha

you're the sweetest sugar on earth :)

dah , nk ckp tu je

GKK !!

byee ..

TC syg

iloveyoualotlikeseaonearth!!

muahhxxx :-*

31st January 2011

2011-02-01T07:15:00.000-08:00

Wahhhh ..

gumbirarasahatiyangsenangtanpagundahgulana !

31 januari .

senorok betul la

lame beb x jumpe kekasih hati/isteri/bini/wife/scandal/awek ...

Siti Arena Antasha lahh :D

best kuar

first , gi jemput kat kl sentral , pastu gi klcc , pastu gi pavi , pastu tgk movie cite khurafat

gentle khurafat kimak !

XBEST !! nyesal tengok

kalau tau tgk ngan ameer cite green hornet

lagi best

tp x pe , bleyh pegang tgn die lama2 ^_^

kitorg buat gelang

die pki aku punya , aku pki die punya :D

aku punye gelang name arena , die pki name izzat :))

ily lah bebeh

nanti kuar lagi kayh time birthday I :D

kayh love you alot

tataw nk tulis ape sbb kat terengganu nie ;) * keningkening

nk tido ah

chow

ILYSAASVTM !!

ORGASMIC !!

Day 1st

2011-01-30T02:05:00.001-08:00

my first day of stop smoking

PENYEKSAAN !!!

X sabar !!

2011-01-29T10:50:00.000-08:00

31/1 ,

nk berdating dengan Siti Arena Antasha Binti Amir <3>

sebulan dah cpl

rase mcm lame tp kejap je

rase mcm kejap , tp lame gak ah snanye en

haha

can wait for tomorrow bby

i'll wait for you at KL sentral kayh :-*

Grenada !!

2011-01-21T07:04:00.000-08:00

penat sungguh ~_~

okay first of all , based on the title , I'VE LEARNED HOW TO PLAY GRENADE ON GUITAR !!
haha
kesoh en ~_~
LAME nye ~_~
haha

td kuar ngan def , ameer, chan , meera , dona , cipah and fatin :))
beronok-ronok !!
lame x lepak ngan dorg :(
haha
tp enjoy laaa
haha

second story !!
tetibe arena tanye " u dah x syg i ke ?"
dlm hati " wth ?!?! asl tetibe nie ? "
padahal reality nye , hanya allah je yg tahu mcm mne syg die
haha
soalan yg menakutkan

third thing !
cepat2 la umur 25 !!
nk abis study cepat2 sbb nk kawin !!
nk keje , nk kawin , nk ada anak , nak ada family sniri !!
haihzzz ~_~
gelojoh btl
haha
k
esok keje
plan nk buat OT tp tataw ah
kalau buat OT gentle letih weyh sbb nk buat OT sabtu ngan ahad ~_~
duit punye pasal , x da hal la !!
okay bebeh
chow !!

Is this what we call love ?

2011-01-20T08:54:00.000-08:00

huhh!!

first of all ..

boring tataw nk buat ape so blogging la en ape lagi

kayh , the story is beginning

evrything i do , remind me of her , every second , every breath , every blink

cant get you out of my head

is this love ?

miss you like hell la

da 2 minggu x jumpe :'(

memang la rindu

even bru 21 hari cpl , but we're happy together

i hope it will be longest :)

i believe in you , and i love you very very very the much la

i've never found someone's better than you before

i think this is our time , to get all serious in a relationship

the thing that i'm afraid is , i'm afraid to lose you

after this , kte masing2 akan gi university mane2 en , yg i paling takut kalau dpt overseas

susah gler nk jumpe

nak contact tu maybe la x susah but nk jumpe tu

rindu la :'(

but i believe , as long as we stay loyal to each other , it will last longer

i believe in us

i trust you

and lastly , iloveyousitiarenaantasha <3>

Siti Arena Antasha

2011-01-19T09:53:00.000-08:00

This is Siti Arena Antasha Binti Amir

I loved her with all of my heart

If she think its a lie , you can stroke my heart and see if its bleeding coz its true baby

Officially together since 1/1/11

what a beautiful date right ?

lol :O

You're the best i've ever had baby <3

I promise you I'll be loyal to you as long as our castle is stand strong :)

i love you syg :)

1 year already !!

2011-01-19T03:40:00.000-08:00

Owh my !!

setahun x post kat sini ~_~

SPM is over !!

ok ... my life is getting better after SPM but its even worse

everyday getting bored already bcoz got nothing to do but online , texting , working , and bla bla bla ..

its a new day , its a new year , its a new life , and its a new girlfriend !!

okay , this is my new girlfriend(above)

her name is Siti Arena Antasha Binti Amir <3

i love her and she loves me ( agak nye la )

haha ... for now , i just her only

she's my sea , she's my ocean , she's my coral :D

hahahah .. i'm madly in love with her

kayh , done with my love life ..

go to my job pulak :D

i worked at Shangri-La hotel as the banquet ...

seriously , i'm fucking tired work there ..

manager mcm pukimak ~_~

pikir duit punya pasal ..

keje la jugak . haha .

nk kne jaga bini kan ? :D

thats all for now

good day and take care :D

30 May of 2009

2009-05-30T07:11:00.000-07:00

Sumpah bosan la sial VI punye karnival ...
lepas nie sumpah aku x kn pegi lagi ...
ngok btl VI
skola sape la nie ~_~
Owh ha ... tu introduction die ..
masuk ke perenggan isi ..

Td kuar ngan Def and Chan gi VI sebab ade carnival .. Igt gempak ah carnival tu ... skali ~_~" .. hampeh ah . mwt nye carnival gak best .. kat VI td jumpe Dolah ... Dolah tu bdk asrama aku o_0
td en , ramai giler jumpe org ... jumpe bdk tu ah bdk nie ah ... td jumpe Hud , Elam , Afham , Iera , Kino , Robert , Jerb-Eng , Tea-bear ngan sape lagi tah .. yg pasti ramai ah .. ramai gler jumpe td ..

pastu tibe la alkisah kitorg nk gi beli jam def .. mule2 gi KLCC ... gi ah TopMan die .. skali x de .. punye la menonggeng si def nie ... pastu gi pavi ... gi Topman , skali tinggal satu je .. def srh reserve dlu bende tu .. abang cina bodoh tu pun simpan la untuk def .. pastu gi plak Lot10 usha Topman kat sane plak ... skali abang tu ckp "sorry ah dek , sini ah x de ambek stock jam punya" , def dengan kerinting nye gi balik pavi .. sume da penat ni ... abis sekotak marlboro aku ari ni .. hampeh tul ..
haaa nie cite kat toys r us ..
def nk beli rubix cube kat situ .. aku ngan apek pun gi la bantai air twister kat situ ... bape round kitorg gi bantai air kat situ .. klako btl ~_~

pastu aku da x igt da cite.. nanti nk tanye def balik .. haha
sambung nanti .. bye :D

4 hari yang berharga

2009-03-06T06:07:00.000-08:00

AKHIRNYA !!!
cuti dowh
dpt balik rumah ... rindu sume org :( ... terutama afiqah syazni binti jaafar :)
byk story snanye tp malas nk cite kat blog
hehe
nak tau cite mystery x ? ko bayangkan weyh , aku nye buku bersepah bawah meja en , tetibe aku tgk da tersusun baek punya ... terkejut+takut aku ... sumpah cuak gler ... cube korg yg kne camtu .. sumpah seram ...

rase mcm x best plak biler RONGGENG x complete ... rindu sume RONGGENG siot !! biler la nk Hari Anugerah Cemerlang nie ... nak jumpe soume member :'(
minggu depan cuti lagi ... seminggu ... puas la "skit" ..

cite pasal aku kat asrama ,, macam2 aku nk cite ... tp cam letih plak en ...
aku nye senior sume baik ... Aku ... Ahmad Danial Izzat B. Azizi , Registered name = Choy , Gam , Bon-Dol , Rumah Sarjana , Dorm Sarjana 3 , kelas 4 Bijak ...
lagi ape lagi ?
haaa ... penat dowh duk asrama ,,, penat giler ... x cukup mase nk buat bende sume ... skang kat sini ... bukan masa itu emas dah , tido itu emas dah jadi nye ... memang memenatkan ... tp enjoy ah ... jumpe member2 baru ...

Member2 Yang Selalu bersama
-Nasir RN=Sentul
-Khairul RN=Ganja
-Sufian RN=NoNo
-Aiman RN=Wani
-Saiful RN=Bagat
-Ashraf RN= x taw lagi
-Ijal RN=Paloi
-Azman RN=Pillow
-Fahrain RN=Wak Limau
-Name tataw RN=Ganu

but ...
nobody can replace my old friends ... they will never faint from my heart :D
aku sayang korang

The worst 22nd February !!

2009-02-22T23:38:00.000-08:00

OMFG !!!

sumpah sedih tahap giler babi
kimak arh ..
buat first time kali nye aku sambut birthday aku kat tempat org and just beberapa org je wish kat aku kat sini
wtf ..
sedih tahap cibai weyh
da ah x dpt pape en ...
dengan skolah yg memenat kan ...
dengan rindu ngan sume org ...
ngan batuk+selsema ...
mcm FUCK !!!
aku rindu phone aku !!!
aku rindu FIEKA !!!
sial la ...
insyaallah aku akan on every monday to thursday 3 pm ...
tu pun kalau x bz sbb prep en ...
hehe
so korang ...
aku rindu korang dowh ..
aku rindu semua org especially RONGGENG
seriously i need u guys ...
chow
nanti kalau aku ade mase panjang aku story2 ape aku buat kat sini
bye
assalamualaikum

p/s:aku x smoking sepanjang aku ade kat SAMURA ... hehe

Bye Sume

2009-02-08T17:37:00.000-08:00

hmmm ... aku da nk pergi asrama dah ...
bye sume :(
take care tau ..
aku syg korang ...
bye :'(

Keduaronokkan Shisha dan Jamming !!

2009-02-07T10:12:00.000-08:00

Semalam punye story lupe nk post ..
haha .. smalam gi shisha ... kat OD ah en ... ade aku,ammar,def,nasrul,tengku,rahim,amir,and haziq dtg lambat ... semalam memang best ah shisha en .. amir byk gak ah isap . tp x sebanyak aku .. die isap sampai muntah , sampai muka die pucat .. ngok btl .. kate nk challenge .. tp sekejap je da muntah , da give up .. pe cer ?!? haha
sebabkan amir nasrul,tengku ngan rahim kne balik skali sbb amir x tahan dah .. ngok nye amir .. aku yg isap satu botol sorg un steady lagi .. blah ah ko mir !! amir muntah .. def muntah warna merah dowh ... da same mcm air tembikai kat pak cik jambu tu dah aku tgk ... lepas muntah die hisap balik ~_~
ammar plak isap sampai sakit perut , sampai pening+mabuk .. pastu die gi toilet ...
die kuar2 toilet , die ckp "fuuhhh , ilang pening+mabuk aku lepas berak .. ko gi ah try berak" ... aku da gelak da ... x de kene mengena berak ngan pening ~_~
pastu lepas shisha , nk gi jamming kat hot sound .. pastu SAS(Syazwan Aiman Sobri) x leh gi plak .. hampeh tol ..
pastu kitorg try call Hot Sound .. die ckp tutup .. kitorg call ozone , tutup gak .. ammar da sangap nk jamm nie ... kitorg gi yamaha jap nk beli tali guitar aku .. pastu ammar gi tanye abg rambut kerinting kat situ "bang , sini mane studio jamming yg bukak ?" pastu abg tu bgtau ade satu studio jamming kat blakang Sri Intan TomYam .... kitorg try ah gi situ .. memang tempat nk masuk die tu memang bersepah thp setan berak cair ah en ... kitorg gi first2 , memang x caye ah situ tempat jamming ... pastu kitorg terdengar ade org main lagu Avanged Sevenfold ... kitorg try ah masuk ... rupenye tauke die tgh main .. due org je tapi caya giler dorg main ... aku igt satu band yg main , rupenye 2 org je main .. siot tol ... x sangke plak slame nie ade studio jamm kat situ .. kalau kitorg tau x yah gi jauh2 jamming ... memang layan ah dlm die en .. drum die best .. guitar die best .. mic ade 2 .. ade room for recording .. memang class ah .. 32 je ... besar plak tuh .. memang lepas ni kitorg jamming kat situ je ah en ..

jom ?!?

MALAM !!

2009-02-07T10:04:00.000-08:00

malam nie ade family gathering sengal owh ... jumpe2 cuzin sume b4 pergi asrama ...
buat doa selamat skit ...
best2 ..
dpt duit .. hehe
esk ade party plak kat umah mubyn and ammar .. mesti sedih gler owh nanti ..
hehe
tadi gi karaoke kat chalet aunty aku .. bapak aku nyanyi sumpah kelakar ..
slalu die x nk nyanyi2 nie ... tetibe td die nk nyanyi plak ... pelik gak en ...
byk lak tuh lagu die nyanyi .. ape nk jadi la bapak aku nie ~_~

2.23 AM !!

2009-02-05T10:18:00.001-08:00

Wat The Fuck ?
aku tetibe rase rindu someone ..
aku da tido
and tetibe terbangun and terasa rindu kat someone and terbayang org tuh
waaa
kes berat nih
payah nie ..
hmm ... she's the one who i will miss the most .. It's you afiqah syazni ... cube awk bayangkan . kte tgh sedap2 tido , tetibe terjaga and terus rase rindu and ingat kat awk .. ape tu ?
ape la ..
da la esk skola .. ~_~
fieka fieka ..
i will miss you very much fieka .. even awk mcm , ble jumpe je mcm x nk lyn je en .. haha
kte x kesah un .. just agak kecik ati ah .. kte harap , kte 2 jadi macam dulu .. i wonder if i can go back to past .. at the first time we know each other .. i miss that day, hours , minutes and seconds passes by ...
kte x kn lupekan awk fieka :D
awk ade "Mr.Spike" awk tu da .. kte da jadi nobody .. haha ... wtvr la .. so , esk last day skola .. serious rase macam akan gian to something .. ape ah ?
gi mampos ah ..

owww haa ...
nanti x leyh jumpe player2 courtcrew da. sial btl. . x pe ah .. for future ..
CourtCrew = Tengku,Nasrul,Izzat,Rahim,Awer , Eric , Nik,Shimi,Arip,Muthi , So,Toyol,Hakim, and sape lagi tah x igt .. lame x main game courtcrew .. siot ah ... sume da tunjuk kepala sniri da .. lantak korang ah .. courtcrew dlu lagi best dr skarang ..

sambung cite balik ...
haaa fieka ..
tgh x de keje nie kul 2 pagi nie ...
nk cite skit psl fieka ..
knl die mase form 2 .. nk dkt2 puase .. baik sgt .. suare kecik tapi best .. haha .. rambut die mase lurus lagi lawa dr skang .. die tonggek !! haha .. jgn mara mrs ... haaa ... aku panggil die mrs .. aku cpl ngan die 1 bulan 3 jam ... ade brani mau kira ? haha .. knl die sekejap je , pastu trs cpl ... best tapi byk problem ... so , die mintak break .. aku pun mcm "owh , tetibe je" ... aku pun ok je ah .. aku follow je die ... mule2 just suke2 biase .. and lama2 , rse mcm "Fieka ?" ...
paham2 sniri ah ... so , start situ ah aku start suke die and seterusnya jd x leh lupa langsung kat die ... x pe .. die baik .. aku je jahat .. haha ..
memang jahat pun .. nanti rindu ah die nye mulut kecik bibir hot die tuh ... hmm .. ape bleh buat ...
awk tunggu kte tau ... haha ..

p.s --- i love you :D

tetibe rase mcm nk blogging psl nie .. bye .. take care awk :)
sedih nye

About February ?

2009-02-03T22:01:00.000-08:00

---------------JANUARY BABY--------------------
pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions.

Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth.

Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance your personality.

----------FEBRUARY BABY --------------------
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.

Intelligent and clever. Changing personality.

Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.

Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal.

Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted.

Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.

Gets angry really easily but does not show it.

Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it.

Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.

Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside.
Superstitious and ludicrou

Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

Repost this in 5 mins and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match.

-----------------MARCH BABY --------------------
Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive.

Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity.

Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered.

Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions.

Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.

If you repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your new love in 8 days.

------------------APRIL BABY -------------------
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative.

Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal.

Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous.

Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information.

Able to cheer evryone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others.

Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive.

Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. hott but has brains.

If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that’s caught your eye will introduce themself and you will realize that you are very much alike in the next 2 days.

-----------------MAY BABY -----------------
Stubborn and hard-hearted.

Strong-willed and
highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered.

Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings.

Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.

needs no motivation. Shy towards oppisite sex. Easily consoled.

Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding.

Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical.

Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless.

Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.

If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak to much in the next 4 days.

------------JUNE BABY -------------
You’ve got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing.

You are a great flirt and more than likely have a very attractive partner. A wicked hottie.

It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection.

You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you’ve got the looks for it!!!
IN the next 6 days you will meet someone that may possibly become oneof your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes.

----------------JULY BABY --------------
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.

Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings.

Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt.

Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.

Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally.

Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying.

Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends.

Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 days

------------AUGUST BABY ---------------
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind hearted. self confident. loud and boisterous.

VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. likes talking and singing.

loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying.

in need of “that someone”. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by “no pain no gain” caring.

always a suspect. playful. mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious. independent. strong willed.

A fighter. repost in 5 mins and you will meet the love of your life sometime next month.

------------SEPTEMBER BABY ---------------
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself.

Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems.

Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends.

Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others.

Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.

if you do not repost this in the next 5 mins, someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days.

---------------OCTOBER BABY -------------------
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty.

Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends.

Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable.

Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

repost this in 5 mins or you will not meet the love of your life for 10 years.

---------------NOVEMBER BABY --------------------
Trustworthy and loyal.

Very passionate and
dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious.

Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality.

Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group.

Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart.

Usually, the greatest men are born in this month.

If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. repost in 5 mins & you will excell in a major event coming up sometime this month.

---------------DECEMBER BABY ---------------
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking person possible... better than all of these other months!
Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything.
Active in games and interaction
Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand.

Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas.

Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best.

Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind.

Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding.

Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music.

pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt.

Sensitive.

[A hott new guy/girl will catch your eye & you will catch theirs too in the next 6 days, if you repost in5min]

New Spot :D !

2009-02-03T01:17:00.000-08:00

woiitt !!
haha
td en .. gi potong rambut ... pendek dowh .. cam sial ... serious pendek ...
td , gi ambik gambar passport .. sumpah muke cam sakai laut .. cibai tol ..
x pe , bia je ah ... org x reti senyum ah :(
pastu gi ah jln2 .. pastu ameer ckp ade spot baru ade shisha kat melawati urban .. kitorg gi ah nk try ..
tempat tu cun dowh .. serious cun .. shisha un sedap ... memang layan ah en ... mule2 shisha agak perit ah .. pastu lama2 da ok .. memang cun ...montok !!
name tempat tuh "Out Door Cafe" ... memang cun ..
kitorg pggl OD Cafe ... haha
memang kalau asrama cuti memang lepak situ ah en isap shisha ..
xyah gi jauh2 kat bb ... lol
gi ah try ..
kat mwt urban .. serious best :D

Soalan Maut !!

2009-02-01T23:19:00.001-08:00

owhh .. pagi tadi set alarm ... bunyik tp x bangun .. suxx tul ~_~
pastu mama kejut kn .. gi skola ah cam biase ..
gi smpi kul 9.30 je sbb ade medical check up kat damai .. i'm clean :D .. nasib baik .. huhu .. td gi skola pun sbb just nk mintak cop je .. pastu masuk kelas 2 period ngan perhimpunan yg boring giler babi tahap babi boleh ckp bahase german .. wtf ?
owh ... td en .. gi umah def , mama saje nk borak2 ngan mak def .. borak ah
ckp psl asrama sume .. borak2 ah .. aku un menyampuk gak ah
haaa .. td dlm kete en .. ckp ngan bapak aku psl xray aku ah .. pastu tetibe bapak aku tanye "awk isap rokok ke bang ?" .. aku pun mcm , terkejut gler en .. pastu aku ngaku je ah aku isap .. da lame da .. pastu bapak aku cam cool je tanye en .. aku un cool je ah jwp .. bapak aku ok je aku tgk .. aku ckp ah memang aku isap rokok sume , tp aku da stop .. bleyh la lame gak .. isap un skit2 je ..
aku ckp kat bapak aku .. shisha best .. die gelak je .. haha ... on ah tu .. aku ade lesen ah nk shisha .. haha
best btl ... nasib baik mood die ok .. buat nye mood die nk mengamuk tyme die tanye , mampus aku kne pijak .. hampeh woo ... aku pernah kne pijak .. kenangan terindah .. haha
lepas nie boleh shisha dah :D

Last Words To My Friends Who I love The Most

2009-01-31T19:15:00.001-08:00

FIRST : aku nk ckp yg aku akan blah gi SMS Muar untuk lanjutkan pelajaran kat sana ....
sejujur-jujurnye la en ... aku akan rindu member aku kat sini ... especially yg aku
slalu kacau tu en mcm diha , sarah , meera , and sume arh yg aku slalu kacau ...

So , aku ade nk ckp something untuk kwn2 aku ..

Afiqah Syazni

hmm ... fieka my mrs yg bukan gf tp bf ..
kte just nk ckp sorry ah coz kte kne pergi . kte pergi bukan untuk suka2 . untuk future gak .
awk jaga ah diri awk elok2 ek .. kte da x de nk tgk2 awk da .. xde nk stalk awk da .. so take care arh ..
jgn ngade2 sgt .. nanti org x ske ... kte akan balik cuti nanti ... biler cuti kte due kuar nk ?
saje2 jalan2 usha2 .. okayh ?
2 tahun je awk cam nie .. x lame sgt ... awk igt pe kte ckp en bler kte da success nanti ..
hehe
kte syg awk afiqah syazni <3>

Danial Firdaus

Kayh bro ..
aku nk ckp take care ah ..
ko x pe .. ko ade ammar kat mrsm nanti .. jgn lupe mok yg kat muar nie plak ..
aku harap korang same class and dorm ..
aku yg masalah nie .. aku x knl sape2 kat sana ..
papehal cuti contact2 ah
jgn lupe aku cibai !!
kayh .. study elok2 .. spm tunggu kte nie !!
all the best and good luck !!

Muhd Ameer

to ameer .. x kesah doh ko skola mane .. asl kan ko skola , blaja , and perform as best as u can ..
x kesah skola tu bagus ke , paling corot ke , sume muke cikaro ke , ape ke ...
yg penting niat ko untuk blaja tuh ..
aku harap ko sesuai kat mane2 pun ..

Ammar Fiqry

jo , ko sedap ah asrama ngan def ..
memang adik beradik sejati ah korang en ..
haha
jgn mara ah
papehal cuti nanti gerak kl ah kita shisha2 , jamm2 ..
good luck and all the best .. kalau ade awek skola ko tu pandai2 ah intro kat aku ^.^

Haziq Luthfi

CHAN !!
haha
jgn mara
gurau2 saja .. kate member !! weyh .. pmr ko x yah kesah .. yg penting spm ..
spm tentukan segala perjalanan idup ko lepas nie !!
study elok2 ... jgn tension2 ..
papehal ummi ade
kayh .. take care .. kitorg sume gi asrama .. sorry
bye

Nasrul Afiq

weyh ..
x sangke lak kte rapat cam skang en
papehal
study elok2
kte skang da x same class da
igt same smpi form5 en
haha
x pe
aslkn study
spm weyh
x lama nie
sekejap je
good luck :)

Eric Si Cina

tinggal la ko sorang t !!
kitorg sume blah da
haha
jage diri weyh
kalau ade melayu nk pukul ko .. ko pukul dorg balik
haha
good luck and all the best untuk kau
CINA SUXX !!
haha

Syahirah (IERA)

dear , u take care tau ..
i x de ni .. nanti x leh msg u dah . haha
x pe
nanti cuti i call u kayh
study elok2 ... jgn buat benda bukan2 .. jgn notty2 .. tuhan marah .. haha
jaga hubby kamu tuh .. die ok tuh :D
bye
i love u rakan !! :)

Sarah Amalina

weyh ...
lepas nie aku x leh nk kacau ko lagi dah . rindu plak aku kat ko nanti
ngan kecoh ko tuh .. ngan story2 ko tuh .. ngan gosip ko tuh ..
memang paling aku rindu ah en
haha
papehal nanti cuti aku on9 ah .. or msg ke .. or jumpe ke ..
pape je arh
x pe
nanti aku contact
aku sayang kaw !! :D

Ameera Fatiena

AYAM !!
haha
nanti aku rindu kau doh
jage boyfriend ko elok2
aku tgk korang bahgia
haha
take care
aku syg kau gak :D

Nur Hertina

tolong carry aku nye duty
haha
ngok btl aku
hehe
take care
aku nk blah da
x yah kesah pasal bumi dah
tp aku happy ngan langit aku
haha
take care kayh
syg kaw !!

Nik Amanie

amanie !!
haha
i nk gi asrama .. u nk gi asrama gak
gedik ah
gi je weyh
future more important than your anything else
believe me
hehe

Farah Hayana Dona

Mok !!
nanti aku rindu kau dowh !!
seriously
nanti kuar lagi nk ?
haha
gi jalan2 tgk muuviiee :)
haha
syg kaw dona !!

Syarifah Nadhirah(DIHA)

gundik !!
nanti aku x leh tarik tudung ko dah
suxx ah kau
papehal nanti kte main tarik2 lagi ah
haha
sayang kau dee !!
muahxx

Erika(Tika)

hey ...
sorry ah coz i mara kat u ..
tataw ah
sorry ek .. i just nk ckp take care .. study elok2 .. i harap u dpt mrsm muar :P
kalau ade time2 free tuh lawat2 la i ..
haha
abang u ok ngan i :P outing skali skale je ..
so good luck and all the best :D
bye

Sofia(PetSis)

hey sis ...
jgn la mara
i lupe plak nk letak u !! (and salah eja nama)
hehe .. eh .. i nk gi asrama da ... x leyh nk msg2 ngan u dah .. rindu plak nanti
pet sis i yg paling dekat ngan i , u la sis :)
if pape ..
kalau i cuti , i will text u kayh .. nanti kalau i rase cam rindu kat u i will call u kayh ..
sayang you :)
petsis sofia :D
buat elok2 for your spm ...
bring me the best result kayh

LAST !!
to sape2 yg aku x sebut name tuh .. nanti aku rindu kat korang gak !
seriously ..
btl la ..
x tipu !!
x caye sudah !!
haha ..
aku syg korang sume ..
and aku akan rindu korang !!

Owh Masalah !!

2009-01-31T19:09:00.000-08:00

Seiously korang kne ajar aku cane nk guna blogger nie
aku suxx doh dlm nie
and aku tataw pe nk tulis ..
agak bodoh ah
anyone ?
tolong aku ?